I am just an actor who forgot his script
The last time I was going to write post for my blog, I was going to start saying that sunny days in Glasgow can be quite inspirational. But, actually I didn’t find inspiration to compose a post.
Today, it’s not sunny at all. On the contrary, it’s been raining heavily. Now it is just cloudy. But I don’t care, I am at home. It can pour: I won’t care.
I suppose I am now using my blog to talk to someone as if it were a friend. But I cannot really tell here what’s going on with me… It’s actually a mix with physical and moral unwellness. I may go to the doctor tomorrow.
How long am I still going to be on probation? When can I start enjoying life? When are problems going to stop appearing in my life?
I don’t really miss Spain, but I miss my friends and my family. Here in Glasgow, everybody seems to be very busy. In Spain, my friends would always find a moment for me, would be with me in trying moments. Just the way I do with them. It seems that here the rules are different, or simply, people don’t care enough for me.
What was I expecting, anyway?
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29 April, 2007 at 11:50 pm
I saw your blog by accident..I was impressed by the pessimism and the similarity in way we think. However, I wish to share a phrase with you ;one that I try to remind to myself from time to time. “If you dont help your self, noone else will”…
Enjoy the days even if noone is there..Because these days , are not coming back…