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Hold me tight

27 August, 2007

I don’t have time. I am meeting a friend in ten minutes. But I can’t resist. I need to write about my feelings after three months far from Glasgow, in Spain.

I thought I wouldn’t want to write on this blog again.  I thought this would be just a memento from my stay in Glasgow. But I haven’t been able to resist.

I miss the rain!!!

I miss speaking English!!!

I miss hearing “aye”, “wee” and all those lovely Scottish words.

My favourite band is back. This is their new clip:

<<<Song: Marlango – Hold me tight>>>

It seems farther than ever before (I need you so much closer)

18 January, 2007

Out of ideas

Sometimes it feels like time had stopped, and I am unable to take advantage of the situation. I don’t know what to do. I know I can devote myself to my studies, to keep fit, to read… But, I could do that in Spain too.

 

I need to stop feeling lonely, isolated in this small country. I need someone I can tell what I feel, someone I can kiss. Someone to think about. Now my mind is full of love phrases, full of ideas for which I need you to carry out.

 

I always tend to plan my life having into account that you may suddenly appear in my life. I make sure I can leave everything for you. I can still stay in Glasgow next year if you asked me to. I haven’t prepared my life back in Spain. I am still ready for you.

 

I just don’t know what to do next. I am out of words, out of ideas to find you. I don’t know which street to go to find you. I don’t know if it is day or night where you are now.

 

Tonight I will talk to you in the darkness of my room. I will hold you (the pillow will have to pretend). I will tell you how much I wish you were here until I fall asleep and stop suffering.

 

<<<Song: Death Cab for Cutie – Transatlanticism>>>

Apathy Street

16 December, 2006

Well, I have to say goodbye to what’s been my home for more than three months. Conflicting feelings.

I am listening to Spanish music, to that which reminds me Granada, my University city.

It seems that I am starting to enjoy my stay in Glasgow, but now I must take a break.

Merry Christmas to everyone.

<<<Song: Pastora – Desolado>>>

Fasten your seat belt again

30 November, 2006

236094576_c41cca006f.jpgI am thinking of doing things I have never done. Going alone to places I have never been to. Just in case I find my way. Now it is raining. Gently. I am starting to like this weather. It’s melancholic, just like me. I don’t cry so often, but I’d like to.

Is Scotland my place? After three months in here, I am used to it. Sometimes, I am afraid of being unpolite. I say “thanks” all the time. It is so different. Spain is just so different to this. Time will say which is my place.

<<Song: Najwa – Just in case>>

Only slightly mental

30 November, 2006

What should I start with? Oh, yes… who I am. I am someone who sometimes wander around in Glasgow. This year, I live inDarkness Glasgow, Scotland. So far, I feel lonely. I need to meet people, but I don’t know how. I am not British, nor a native English-speaker. Glaswegian accent is very difficult. I need to practise it.

Well, my problems with English is boring. I will avoid this stuff.

Welcome to Into Oblivion. I will come back.

<<<Song: Belle and Sebastian – Beautiful>>>