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Can’t you see how easy it’s been for me to lose everything in just a moment?

20 January, 2007

I have to admit that I don’t know what to do now. I am trying to figure out what I can do now.

My “supposed” best friend in Glasgow has turned out to be an opportunist. We have been having problems because the person who introduced each other is jealous of us and has been sabotaging our friendship. Now, my “supposed” friend says she can’t put up with the situation and she is considering to stop the relationship with both (although I am just another victim of the situation as her). I have stopped talking to her. I cannot be her friend knowing that she will dump me at the first obstacle. I am sorry, but I will not lose my time anymore with someone like this.

Now, I have no friends in Glasgow. What can I do?

I am determined to go to more societies at uni. But, so far, I have only seen another one I like. But, should I try to go to a political one?

I certainly have to attend all kind of conferences and events at uni which may be interesting. Last time I went to was about Palestine and Israel, there seemed to be nice people, but I made no friends. Should I be more outgoing… maybe approaching audacity?

What about the gay scene? I am not sure… Last time I went it was a waste of time and I was feeling ridiculous. I am nineteen years old, I don’t think I am supposed to be alone in such a place. What guys like me do? Do they stay at home reading, watching films and all that stuff? Well, I cannot wait watching life going by. I have to act. I just don’t know which is the most effective way of enhancing my life.

Any suggestion?

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