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All of these lines across my face (tell you the story of who I am)

18 February, 2007

It’s one week since I have come back from Northern Ireland. I thought that I would like to tell all the wonders I have seen.

It’s been a break for my mind. But once I came back I started to think again. I cannot stop thinking.

How to deal with my “bachelorhood”? I have desisted. I didn’t want this moment to arrive. But I think that until summer I have to stop thinking about love.

What’s to become of me? My words are dull. My smile is gone. I have run out of ideas.

<<<Song: Brandi Carlile-The story>>>

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It seems farther than ever before (I need you so much closer)

18 January, 2007

Out of ideas

Sometimes it feels like time had stopped, and I am unable to take advantage of the situation. I don’t know what to do. I know I can devote myself to my studies, to keep fit, to read… But, I could do that in Spain too.

 

I need to stop feeling lonely, isolated in this small country. I need someone I can tell what I feel, someone I can kiss. Someone to think about. Now my mind is full of love phrases, full of ideas for which I need you to carry out.

 

I always tend to plan my life having into account that you may suddenly appear in my life. I make sure I can leave everything for you. I can still stay in Glasgow next year if you asked me to. I haven’t prepared my life back in Spain. I am still ready for you.

 

I just don’t know what to do next. I am out of words, out of ideas to find you. I don’t know which street to go to find you. I don’t know if it is day or night where you are now.

 

Tonight I will talk to you in the darkness of my room. I will hold you (the pillow will have to pretend). I will tell you how much I wish you were here until I fall asleep and stop suffering.

 

<<<Song: Death Cab for Cutie – Transatlanticism>>>